YAY!! A NEW YEAR!!!! 2008!!! THIS YEAR IS GONNA BE EVEN BETTER!!!!(u can truly hear how exuberant i am about 2008 can't u...and seriously if u couldn't tell that i was using A LOT of sarcasm i think u need to get help...n/o of course, but i mean c'mon) anyways...i've made new year's resolutions...and ik u really don't care but i'm gonna tell u anyways...so deal (sry for my bitchiness, *not in great mood) well my first resolution...is to stop eating as much...trust me, i didn't choose this, my body did w/o consulting me (damn functions of mine) but ya...i apparently tell myself that i'm not hungry so i don't eat...so ya...calley/turner/whoever else cares (idk y u would tho, but w/e) i don't have an eating problem, i'm just not hungry anymore...next one...i'm gonna try to look like a beauty queen...except w/o the tude...cuz i don't roll like that...so the beauty w/o the tude...thats wat i'm aiming for...(like i'm ever gonna get close)...next one...i'm gonna try to c if i can find a guy who likes me back and for who i am...and loves how crazy, odd/peculiar, and interesting i am...well...we'll c if i can keep a guy...let alone get one...so ya, good luck to me...next one...i'm gonna try to stay here...and just take every blow with stride...and try not to use my powers for wrong...these are all i can think of now...so ya...and i made a new state of ok calley/turner/techno/ben/angel (not quite sure if ben and angel know wat we're talking about) but ya...it's called: non-humanly ok...so it's even worse than e-ok...so ya...that's my state of mind that i've been in for the last few days...omg calley...at the end of 2008, we'll b freshman, how screwed up is that?!?!?!?!?!?!?...OMG guess wat!!!!!????? this year, 2008, already is a living hell...and it hasn't even been a full day! i mean c'mon! i already am in a pissy mood, my parents are already criticizing me, school has all these projects due, turner has to worry about two groups of ppl now, calley's gone back to hurting herself, i make techno/ben feel bad most of the time (sry guys), i'm being a real bitch, i've lost interest in irish dancing (i've done this since i was 5, and it's like my life...that means something) i'm still in a boot, i endure pain everyday, and all that jazz...so ya...and everyoe thinks this year will be great...but i already know how my year's gonna turn out...so i'm really not that jazzed...i'd rather disappear...fate sucks btw...sry...and i'm already ranting, ya my life sucks...and i haven't herd from techno or turner...and i'm really worried...if anything happened to them, any of them, i'm gonna cry so hard...sry if u actually happen to read this turner/techno...but ya i would be bawling my eyes out...btw, ty for standing down that one day...and if u don't pick the name soon;], me n calley decided that we'd name it "LAND OF THE SPORKS!" bcuz the dark side, besides having cookies, has sporks...so we thought it fit;] and if turner/techno/ben/calley/or anyone like that call me plz...i'll b up tonite for awhile...and call me earlier tomorrow...but i highly recommend sometime after 8:30 (just incase;]) o...n turner, if they (the ppl who were gonna come visit me) did take me...i wouldn't mind...i think it'd b pretty fun and funny;]...i wonder how they'd do that in the first place...and...there's something weird happening to me...ben and techno/kinda turner have a power over me...they make me feel bad...and then they make me second guess things...grrrrrrr...so ya don't b too happy bout that;]...lol...well i think i'm done for now...i might come back l8r...lol...ik ur all thinking like "god doesn't this kid ever leave?!"...ik ik...it just shows how i have no life...well...happy new year and i hope ur 2008 kicks better ass than mine!
l8r fellow apples...
me<3
p.s. ya i felt like being colorful today;]
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