hope...

hey...(feel like being colorful...of some sort considering i have no happy part of my brain left but w/e...ppl who are filled w/ sadness are deeper and they understand more so its all good...) anyways...i somehow always get off track...but ya...i made this saying last night:
"Hope never falls far from the dream..."
so ya...it's kinda funny since i've lost most of my hope but i thought it was deep and u ppl needed to hear it...ya ik...i'm just a freak...but w/e idc wat u think...and thank god u were at skool turner...i thought i was gonna die! and calley breathe god damnit! i can't lose anyone...i just can't...my life would be even worse than hell...plz don't ever leave me *starts crying*...i need u guys...and turner u need to stop caring u too calley...hypocrites even tho i am one too but w/e...and i do care and i do like to know about everything cuz ik how it feels to be cut off from everything and someone...and i won't let that happen again...and techno/ben u shouldn't care...u just met me...u don't even know wat i look like (well...techno kinda does) but really...u guys of all ppl shouldn't care...well...stay safe, i can't have anything happening to u either...i would cry my eyes out too...good luck and plz call me...luv u all!
l8r fellow vegies!
me<3