wow...i feel great

ya...
*notice how sarcastic that title is*

anyways i mind as well explain it...so ya i meet new ppl who are supposedly horrible but idk how bad they are in general...lets see i talked to ben for the first time, and angel...see ben refuses to meet me...like absolutely REFUSES...so calley i think we're outta luck on monday for him...and then angel i guess doesn't mind all that much and so theres a better chance of meeting him outta anyone...then theirs that traitor...hes really starting to piss me off...i can't believe he'd do that...yes i fell for the wrong guy, AGAIN!! i seriously have bad choices in guys...and this would be techno...and guess wat...i still kinda like him too...how f****d up is that!?! so ya...he said he's definitely not going to be there on monday...i thin he's worried about me beating the shit outta him...i could too;]...but idk he also refuses like ben...and they hope that they don't meet me...so yes, i feel so utterly and completely loved by everyone...*also note thick sarcasm!* and also if i met ben i'd probably fall for him too...ya i need serious mental help...and calley breathe god damnit...i need u to wake up from sleep...it wont be a pretty sight if u don't...it'll involve me with something and bawling and turner feeling even shittier about his life and thinking it's all his fault...and then he'd avenge techno and ben...and idk bout angel...but definitely techno...
so this is all the ranting u'll probably hear from me tonight...so i guess ur lucky;]
peace my fellow bloggers and i hope u don't mind my peculiarness...*thats a regular word with ness at the end so i now created a frikin awesome smexxie new word...ik, ur all so jealous;p*
so PEACE!
me<3