ya:\...christmas...the happiest time of year...and it's the time of year that depressed and emo people feel the most alone...this is the first christmas that i've ever wanted to skip...just skip all the presents, all the people, all the happy. I'm sry that i'm such a scrooge...but i want all the happy ppl in the world to have a great holiday season...and same to the more unhappy ppl.
this is gonna b the hardest christmas ever...because someone in my family has left...and no one but that person knows it...and sadly, that person is me. I've died...my parents don't notice it but i do. I'm not the happy kid i once was...i'm now drowned in a lifetime of sorrow that i must hide everyday. i just smile because its so much easier than explaining wats wrong...
and i majorly like this guy and i have no idea wat he looks like. But he's a sweety...he said he'd never give my number to ben...and thats good...he also likes listening into my fonecalls;]...but i talk to him every once in awhile...i'm just worried bout him...bens probably gonna b after him soon...he's like turner...he doesn't like ppl caring about him...but o well...he'll just have to deal...and calley u should know who that is...well...thats all so far...peace and happy holidays to everyone who wants happy holidays
me<3
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